"Eulogy for
the High Temple"
by Praise
The spot in front of the bank in Crossings draws two kinds
of citizenry, those who rush through intent upon their business,
and the dalliers, ruffians, sellers and sightseers. As I stood
preaching, the usual snide comments and whispered support
did not distract me. My calling is to Hodierna, not the mercenaries
of Elanthia.
I had just begun my favorite topic on the lack of respect
shown to the Temple ruins when two young adventurers inquired,
"Why do you worry over the temple? It is nothing but a pile
of rubble, not a fit place to worship, your cleric guild has
a much finer altar." I answered that the High Temple was the
visible sign of devotion to the Gods in Zoluren, if not all
Elanthia. Promptly they replied, "Not in my lifetime, it has
always been a pile of rubble." I was shocked, speechless,
and then I realized that much of Crossings's population had
no idea of the glory the temple had once been, nor its draw
and vibrant life within. I offered to show them and explain
what was no longer. They acquiesced, dutifully following this
prattling cleric around the few remaining rooms of the ruin
as she tried to recreate its glory in thin air with pointing
and words.
I began reciting from my memory. "This approach to the main
temple showed the exquisite but simple architecture of this
massive building. Built almost entirely of a pearlescent marble,
it gleamed and shimmered in an array of pleasing and relaxing
colors. The forecourt itself was set with a mosaic of tiny
colored tiles forming a powerful scene. Central to the courtyard
was a small fountain for ritual ablutions." I described Hodierna's
shrine as it was after the bony fylgja began their wholesale
destruction of the holy places in Elanthia. "This outdoor
chapel was dedicated then as now to Hodierna in her aspects
of Morning and Light. A simple alcove set into the Temple
wall held a fresco in colors once radiant but now smeared
and defaced. A small altar rested beneath the image for offerings.
The stream from the fountain washed the Goddess' feet as it
vanished beneath the wall."
At the foot of the stairs I was struck with the enormity
of the task I had set for myself. These young people, willing
as they were, were no different than a blind person. How could
I create an entire High Temple and its meaning when there
was naught to base the vision on? It became very difficult
for me to continue at the foot of the stairs; so much was
lost forever. I had only a tent and a fragment to use for
reference.
I described the climb up the main steps and the majestic
doors that opened into the high altar chamber, with its many
alcoves dedicated to various professions and one for remembering
those who were no longer with us. The passage of time has
changed many things since those days, so I explained that
when we died, there were no glyphs or graves, and we would
return upon that altar exhausted and to weary to climb down
that high staircase. We would sit as our bodies regained the
necessary vitality, grateful if a kind cleric healed our spirits
while friends at our death site tried to salvage our meager
possessions from graverobbers. Many inhabitants of Crossing
would gather in this room to prepare and place their orbs,
teaching each other, practicing the needed skills, discussing
the latest news, and sometimes escorting the weak down the
stairs. Friendships and deeper relationships had their seeds
sown in the sight of the Gods.
On the east side of the doors was a wedding chapel with a
spinning crystal ball and podium for the cleric, as well as
separate rooms for the bride and groom to prepare. I spoke
of Sunrise Terrace to the east where the cleric guild held
their first full meeting, and where they bid farewell to the
first cleric to have been granted the Gift of Life by the
gods. The west led to another Terrace, this in the shadow
of the temple spire where many went for quiet contemplation.
Up a thin flight, the belfry had a view that stole the breath
from many a locksmith, distracting them sufficiently to cause
them to slip and blow their quarry. They would depart amidst
their tools and were the ones racing up instead of down the
stairs upon regaining life.
I fell silent, memories washing over me, so much unsaid.
Politely they thanked me for the history and assured me that
if there were ever a temple again, they would be sure to take
a tour.
Pleased to have been able to share with these two, I retired
to Hodierna's chapel with my memories. As I knelt before the
altar, the withered wreath placed there long ago seared my
heart with shame. No amount of effort had enabled me to get
the Town Council to replace it or to let us refresh its withered
stalks. I realized there was good reason none came here but
to seek to place the orbs and flee their recent deaths.
artwork by Psychi
Days passed, yet the memory of that revelation haunted me.
Each night as I lay upon my bed in the cloisters, visions
of the former glory of the temple came to me. I traveled,
but each night the visions haunted my sleep. There was no
respite. Upon my return to Crossings, I was honored to be
asked to speak at a prayer vigil in the Temple. Long I pondered
over what I could say, and then I realized it was time to
share my dreams and visions with those who came. From my heart,
out of my memories, thru my tears, came this eulogy. Good
citizens, let our collective memory mark the passing of this
monument.
I have come to this temple alone, favorless,
received the blessings of the Gods upon my soul.
I have dedicated to Hodierna here,
seen Asketi's black unicorn begin her ride.
I have restored memories and healed spirits,
pointed at spirits that they might regain their bodies.
I have died within these walls,
and been returned to life upon both altars.
I have raised the dead.
I have taught that orbs might be filled,
showed the path to many young.
I have found my love at the high altar,
then bid him farewell high in the belfry.
I have wed couples in the chapel,
counseled those distraught within.
I have eulogized our elders on Sunrise Terrace,
pondered those called home at sunset on the west terrace.
I have placed remembrance upon the alcove table.
I have watched the sky fill with green lightning,
stood with the defenders in your halls.
I have seen the bodies stacked around my knees,
struck down while heeding patriotic call,
I have watched the Gorbesh take our city,
as their wanton catapults destroyed all.
I remained thru all this your handmaiden, Hodierna.
May your light shine upon us once more.
I have seen the glory, and the fall.
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